Rant (mom , people , broken ipods)
Journal Entry:
Fri Jul 3, 2009, 1:55 PM
ggggrrrr.... Prozac nation has achually turned me into a giant manic-depressive. It's a wonderful book , dont get me wrong , but it's just making me slightly depressed .
Among other things , im not too , happy this week . im in the mood where im brooding about everything , wanting happy people to die and just wanting the sun to fall out of the goddamn sky.
Apparently it's fallen on my head , or a big fat raincloud has corrupted my head , or the book has.
Theyre is this 'mockingbird' i know from church , his name is Andrew , all he does is be kind and nice to everyone , giving them advice when they need it and a shoulder to cry on . He has no car , he is currently renting a room from someone and was relying on my church to be kind . Well , thursday moring , it was exactly 9:55 AM and i was sleeping . Theyre was a cheerfull knock on the door and after the second knock i deside to fall out of my slumber . Who is it other than Andrew . It was pouring so i let him in (remind you , i just woke up , i look like death) he smiled and we talk for awile , then i go 'so . Andrew , will you be driving the van this friday ?' he sighes and looked away 'Well . Sam, no , they told me i couldnt go theyre anymore ..etc' and so i got really upset and when he left , it lit my bad mood like a match to hay . Thats how it started .
Than my ipod busted and fights with my mom arose , the fast forward button is broken and she bitches at me about how she cant afford another one because she has it in her head that she bought it for me in the first place , ....she never gets me anything that isnt handed down from someone or something . Yay.
My writers block has consumed me , and im really looking forward to going to church so i can bitch all those corruppted son's of god out theyre eyeballs , because the church is falling appart , and they arnt doing anything about it . First the Pastor whent , then the Youth Pastor whent and now Andrew , im sick of these people.
If all the pastor's hadent told me to 'stick with it' id be a little Atheist right now and gloating to Devon about how foolish i was to beleive in a god in the first place
case closed.
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Rant
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anddd again , its no problem
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